There are days…

Yes, there are days when I want to fall out of life.

Just go inward for three days in a row.  Minimum movement – to sip some water perhaps.

I just want the inner workings of my mind, body and spirit to overtake the parts of me that are constantly in motion.

Just fall.  Into me.

It’s a gray day — that contributes to the note of this hour – listening to Mozart aids the situation – the notes of his sonatas help calm my own drum beats as I float to the sheer force of his musical interpretations.

I know momentary pauses are okay.  And soon, I will take a walk to shift my unsettling spirit.  For now, I fall into myself.